This is what I get to do on weekday afternoons. I put on my balaclava, wait behind a door, and pounce on unsuspecting damsels! Well, they’re really not unsuspecting, and they consent to the pouncing. But it’s still fun! This unsuspecting damsel just happens to be my lovely little girl, Tanuki.
I spent most of the day working on our newest website, www.damselsindanger.com. I am happy to say it’s now live! I had some initial concerns with doing a site that focuses on kidnapping, abduction, and damsels in distress fantasies. Any time there are issues of portrayed violence or fantasy scenarios where someone is being abducted ‘against his or her will’, it’s important to make it really clear to anyone viewing the material that the scenes depicted in the photos ARE fantasy and not reality and that the people in the photos are adults and have constented to take part in the scenes in the photos. Anything we do whether for personal play or for photos is always safe, sane, and consensual. If it isn’t, we don’t do it.
I can always count on Tanuki to ask oh so sweetly if it’s at all possible that I chase her, tie her down, beat her, and fuck her until she can’t move. She is a natural at being chased. I’ve got a few volunteers for damsels in danger shoots as well, which is cool. I’m excited. Of course with any other models, my involvement as an evil ‘abductor’ or ‘kidnapper’ is non-sexual in nature and geared towards providing a fun and safe experience for all.
Some of the ideas we’ve been bandying around for damsels in danger photos: damsel tied to railroad tracks, damsel abduced on the street and taken into a van, damsel tied to a tree in the middle of nowhere, damsel being chansed through the woods by ‘the bad guy’, etc. Since I’m big and mean looking with a balaclava on, I have chosen to be ‘the bad guy’ for the site. Muahahahaha! I love my job!
I’ve enjoyed some of the edgier photo shoots. It’s a great way to explore edgier aspects of play. In my personal life I’m a very non threatening person, and people generally feel very safe around me. Scenes are a great way to explore ways of behaving that I wouldn’t otherwise.
We just got back today from a short trip out of town. I’m happy to be home.
In the coming week I have a lot of work to catch up on. We’ve started 6 or so new pay websites over the last month and a half that I need to advertise heavily. They are getting minimal traffic right now so they’re using space on the server and they aren’t paying for their space yet. We’ve also got 9 other sites we’re working on. The 9 new sites will all be free websites. We won’t be charging for access to them. The idea behind having free sites is to offer some free porn and generate traffic for our pay sites at the same time. Once we have finished building them we’ll also have to go through the process of advertising them.
We’re a little behind as far as photoshoots go. We need to do BDSM photo shoots, face sitting shoots, some good old fashioned raunchy sex shoots, damsels in distress shoots, and all sorts of other kinds of photos as well. We’re going to try to set up a variety of photo shoots over the coming few weeks with folks that have modeled for us before, and also set up shoots with new models us as well.
Specifically we’re looking for women that are interested in doing damsels in distress photo shoots. The damsels in danger themes that we are hoping to produce include home invasion scenes, kidnapping scenes, the classic damsel tied to the railroad tracks scene, and other similar scenes. Tanuki has been the first ‘volunteer’ for the damsels in danger website and we’ve done some very nice photos together. It’s fun to ‘attack’ her and wrap her arms up with phone cord and climb on top of her and ravish her. Yummy!
I’ve got new plans for Bi Wolfe. The original idea for the site was to feature images of a bisexual male (me) being bisexual. I’d planned on finding a male that suited my needs for the site and making some hot boy on boy porn, and some mmf porn as well, but I ran into a small hitch. I haven’t found any men that I’ve been attracted in over 4 years! I have decided to put all of the porn I am featured as a model that I have done or will do on the site. I’ve also been inspired by Tanuki and the photos that she and I have done together recently. We did our first photo shoot with sex involved a week or two ago and besides being a blast to do, they turned out wonderfully! I’m completely smitten with her and want to show her off to the world. Oh, and I am an exhibitionist. Of course changing the focus will mean that I have to advertise it completely different because I’ve advertised to a predominantly gay market and gay men generally won’t want to see me fucking women!
I’m going to write about what exactly is involved in setting up and running an adult website very soon. I’ve been asked by a number of people recently and I figured I’d post all at once.
And I’ve been thinking that for a guy that makes porn for a living and has a sex blog, I don’t talk about sex very much! I’m going to have to change that.
Life is good. I’m healthy, working out again, having lots of great sex, and business is good. I’m getting into a rhythm again, which I’ve sorely missed. A good part of that has been Katt being home and also in good health. I was very discombobulated when her illness flared up in June and I essentially stopped doing most everything except for taking care of myself.
Getting back to working out has been a great relief. Of course after a month completely off training, and a sporadic month before that, my groin and ass are really sore, and my cardio is lax.
And thinking of which, I’m looking for a workout buddy again to go swimming, lift weights, jog, and stretch with on Tuesdays and Thursdays during the day time. I usually go to the community center close by because I hate signing contracts for gyms and I like to support community centers. Just a note: I’m a trained fitness coach, so you get the benefit all of that experience just for being my workout buddy!
Katt and I are going out of town this weekend to visit family. I am looking forward to the trip. It should be gorgeous in Victoria this weekend. I need a bit of a break from work and Vancouver and the cool evenings and flowing beer will be a great tonic.
mmmmmmmmm.. beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer…
Life seems to be getting back to normal around here, well, as normal as it gets when you’re a pornographer. I spent all day yesterday close to the bathroom due to eating something that disgreed with me. Katt spent the previous few days expelling from both ends and actually had to go to the ER to get rehydrated because she hadn’t been able to eat or drink anything for 2 days. Thankfully our GI tracts seem to be getting back to normal.
We went and saw Spiderman 2 tonight. It was my second time seeing it. I love the story. I’m a real sucker for ‘hopelessly romantic’ love stories, and stories where the main character is someone I can identify with. That’s the allure of Spiderman for many people; he’s an everyman and everyperson. We all can find something to identify with in that character, even if just the fact that we all feel isolated fom those around us every so often.
I bought a new computer yesterday. I get to pick it up tomorrow. It was supposed to be ready today, but the store had to order a motherboard in to replace the defective one that they used first. I like new toys. I’d much rather have bought a bigger TV, but Katt needs a machine that doesn’t reboot spontaneously and that is much faster than her current machine. With all the photo editing she does she needs MORE POWER!!! BAAHAHAHA! I am excited about it. I even ordered a TV card so I can watch TV from bed. Some days, I really just want to lie down in bed and watch TV.
I also bought a really cool pair of pants and a short today from Wieners, er, Winners. Tha pants are a grey vertical pinstripe with the flat front panel, and the shirt is a grey slant stripe shirt. They’re freaking sexy I tell you. Over the last year I’ve really focused on dressing up a little, and have been getting away from wearing slouchy clothes. I want to look as good as I feel!
Anyhoo, I need to spend some time cleaning up and such things.
Less than a week after she gets out of the hospital she gets the stomach flu, resulting in much barfing and diahhrea and a bad case of dehydration. I just got back from a gravol and pedialite trip, during which I dropped off Tanuki at a Dr’s appt.
I had planned on training tonight (for the first time in 3 weeks) but with only 4 hours of sleep and a sick girl on my hands I think I’ll stay home today. I am really feeling the need to exercise regularly again. I haven’t really exercised regularly for about 5 weeks. I’ve gotten to work out perhaps 2 or 3 times. I haven’t gained any weight, but I sure have noticed my body composition change. I’m starting to feel softer in places where I was once harder.
Hopefully I’ll be able to work out again in the next few days. Regular exercise does wonders for my mental health.
I had a strange dream the other night that I was in a surgery room about to get liposuction done on my legs. I told the doctor that I didn’t need liposuction on my legs, but that he could do my stomach and my ass, but I was politely told that my agent (wtf?) asked that I be given the whole treatment from bottom to top and that I could get more liposuction done in 48 hours.
In the next scene of the dream I was walking around and my legs felt like they were on fire. They were burning something fierce.
It was an odd dream. While I’ve never had plastic surgery, I was given the option of having my ears pulled back when I was 16. I chose not to have the surgery for a few different reasons. The first reason I chose not to have surgery was ebcause I hear REALLY well. Why fuck with that? The second reason was that I felt, and still feel, like my ears are really attractive. Don’t screw around with a good thing.
I have occasionally considered liposuction on my stomach, hips, and butt, for those areas that I can’t seem to get past a certain point with exercise, but the costs are prohibitive, and the idea of having a steel wand stuck in my flesh and a chemical that dissolves my fat just really grosses me out. I’m also a firm believer that having a normal amount of body fat is healthy. I already think I look good, I already feel healthy, and I am already confident about who I am. So for me there would really be nothing to be gained. I also think that I’ll get better looking as I age. I can’t wait for my hair to grey, what little I have, anyways!
I’m all for folks that want to have work done though. It’s a personal choice and I believe in a person’s right to do what they wish with their body.
June has been a hectic month. I am not sure how much of it I really feel like talking about here, so for now I’m going to just say that I am very tired and emotionally drained, but surprisingly I feel mostly good.
I may take a bit of a break from my journal writing until I feel like I have something to share beyond my daily minutia.
… but only because it’s 5:20am and the fire alarm is going off and I’m really pissed off because I’m exhausted and I need to complain.
