Life

Ξ February 25th, 2008 | → Comments Off | ∇ Fitness, Health |

Life is proceeding along at it’s alloted pace. I’ve been working, working out, sleeping, and socializing when possible.

Fitness is going fairly good. I am still working on getting back to where I was prior to being ill. I’ve lots a few lbs on the bench press and I am stalled on rows but overall I am progressing. Diet is horrible. I am back to eating junk food, mostly because I am too tired to cook anything or prepare unch for myself. Working, while I am enjoying it, is tiring, and I don’t generally feel like doing much after I’ve gotten home and worked out.

I really would like to eat a lot better than I am, since I know it will affect my health negatively, and I spent so much time last summer working on improving what I eat. On the plus side, I am not getting fat, on the negative side, my cholesterol must be through the roof.

Two things I need to stop eating, simply because I get nauseous when I eat them; sugar and diet cola. The easiest way to get nauseous and/or a headache - drink diet cola or eat anyhing with sugar. Of course, diet cola is basicallythe only thing I drink… and I LOVE sugar. It is one of those cases where stupidity trumps clear body signals that say, “Don’t eat/drink this you stupid GIT!”.

Stable at 206lbs and 15% body fat. Is good. Would like to get down to 12%, but I don’t see that happening as long as I am eating like I am.

Poor Katt is having a really rough time with fibromyalgia symptoms. It is hard to see her struggle with the fatigue and pain that comes from her fibromyagia. I love her so much and I wish with all my heart that she was pain free and healthy. I want to be healthy, emotionally and physically, so I can be there for her when she needs me.

The hard part about working outside the house is that I’m not able to be at home during the day. I wish the web business was able to support us, but it just isn’t any longer. The web sites have become less of a priority for me, but I am still working as hard as I can to update them as often as we have new content.

I do like to work, that is for sure. For now I am getting enough work, and I have been offered full time work… I want to make sure I make the right choice, for a few reasons. I want to work in a place I enjoy (not a problem, as the jobs I have outside the house are all great), and I also need to make sure I make enough to pay the bills. I need to earn enough to meet a certain threshold.

Life is full of difficult choices.

 


Party day

Ξ February 9th, 2008 | → Comments Off | ∇ General |

Tonight will mark the first party we’ve thrown since summer time.  It’s exciting, but I had forgotten how much work it is to get a party set up.

I’ve got most everything done except the final surface clean and floor wash.  I’ve also got a few minor set up details to finish, such as making the bed in the dungeon and putting the fold out chairs on the deck.  If I am feeling REALLY ambitious I’ll dust the shelves in the living room.

Yay for parties!

 


16th anniversary

Ξ February 2nd, 2008 | → Comments Off | ∇ Relationships |

It is Katt and my 16th anniversary today. We met on Feb 2nd, 1992 at a sushi restaurant in Metrotown.

For anyone that doesn’t know the story, Katt and I met on a BBS called Foundation’s Edge in late 1991. I wrote a message in one of the message boards wanting to talk to other people interested in ceremonial magic, and Katt was the person that replied. We carried on e-mail, and then phone conversations for about 6 weeks, and eventually we decided to meet in person.  I think we are probably one of the first couples to meet on a computer system.

The rest, as they say, is history.

A lot has happened in 16 years, both amazing and challenging, and she has always been the brightest part of each day for me. If you can’t already tell, I adore her.

Happy Anniversary, Princess!

 


Ξ February 2nd, 2008 | → Comments Off | ∇ Memes |

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
A. Yes.  In fact, today is the 16th anniversary of the day Katt and I met.

2) What was your dream growing up?
A.  I wanted to be a marine biologist, fall in love with the coolest person ever, and have a muscle car.  I also wanted to own my own home eventually.  Two of those things, the most important ones, have happened.

3) What talent do you wish you had?
A.  I wish I was a better writer.  Alas, I have neither the time nor the concentration to sit down for great period of time writing out deep thoughts.

4) If I you bought a drink what would it be?
A.  Guinness or single malt scotch.  On a cold day, hot chocolate.

5) Favorite vegetable?
A.  Brocolli

6) What was the last book you read?
A.   I just finished Confessor by Terry Brooks and The Few by David Drake.

7) What zodiac sign are you?
A.  Aries.

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
A.  Tribal tattoo on my right arm.  PA piercing.

9) Worst Habit?
A.  Not cleaning up as I gothrough the day.

10) What is your favorite sport?
A.  MMA

11) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
A.  In the middle.  I always try to think positively, but I do think a lot about worst case scenarios.  I have a tendency to expect the worst.

12) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
A.  Not something I will share here, it is too personal.

13) Tell me one weird fact about you.
A.  I sing made up songs to my dogs.

14) Do you have any pets?
A.  Three dogs, a snake, and a fish.

15) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
A.  I do not like clowns.  I generally have the urge to hurt clowns non consensually, although I do not.

16) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
A.  I would like to be a bit more muscular.  Working on it.

17) What color eyes do you have?
A. Brown.

18) Ever been arrested?
A.  No.

19) Bottle or can soda?
A.  I like the way canned pop tastes better, but I buy in 2L bottles because they are cheaper.

20) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
A.  Pay off student loans and put money into RRSP’s.

21) What’s your favorite place to hang at?
A.  My sofa.

22) Do you believe in ghosts?
A.  I used to, but my disbelief has been growing by leaps and bounds as I get older.

23) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
A.  Read a book, go to the gym, cuddle the dogs, go for drives, have a picnic.

24) Do you swear a lot?
A.  Not at all.

25) Biggest pet peeve?
A.  Hard to say.  Selfish people, probably.

26) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
A.  Wary.

27) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
A.  Yes.

28) Do you believe in God?
A.  No.

 


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    It seems quite unlikely that all the instances of intense suffering occurring daily in our world are intimately related to the occurrence of a greater good or the prevention of evils at least as bad; and even more unlikely, should they somehow all be so related, that an omnipotent, omniscient being could not have achieved at least some of those goods (or prevented some of those evils) without permitting the instances of intense suffering that are supposedly related to them. In the light of our experience and knowledge of the variety and scale of human and animal suffering in our world, the idea that none of this suffering could have been prevented by an omnipotent being without thereby losing a greater good or permitting an evil at least as bad seems an extraordinarily absurd idea, quite beyond our belief.
    William L. Rowe, "The Problem of Evil & Some Varieties of Atheism"

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